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He came over tonight and it was different. I could feel something from him I didn't like, it overwhelmed my senses. I have been feeling him pulling away.... and when he is there and close and saying beautiful things to me... it's such a contradiction. It hurts, I wish he would just talk - just tell me what's going on.
I burst into tears on his shoulder. I can see whats going on... he is walking away... Just like every other one. He said tonight,  "I promise I will never hurt you." In that one moment I felt safe and secure, but I've already started doubting him. He caused that by the way he has been acting. I've always said actions speak louder than words. He said to me that he was going to come and see me tomorrow, I knew he wasn't. I could feel  it was a lie whether he knew it was or not. I don't know what's going on, but I don't like it.