Today's Lesson is...

Today's lesson is you can't always trust the people you think you can. Now this is a lesson I have had pounded into my head over and over and over again lately. ***Thank you powers that be, I think I have gotten the point now!***
Two weeks ago a certain ex-boyfriend of mine told me that he would deposit $40.00 into my account the following day. So I wrote a check for some car parts that I needed to fix my Jeep, knowing that it would take a few days for the check to go through. The next day my life was complete chaos, so stressful I ended up having a seizure. So the following day after that I woke up and thought, "oh shit, I wonder if he deposited the money." I contacted him and he started getting crabby with me. He said "I was busy with my girlfriend!" WOW okay! Now this is the girlfriend he broke up with not even a month earlier for treating him like absolute dogshit. While he was dating her before, he decided he would be shitty to me too. I don't put up with that. So we didn't talk for months. So this time I gave him a couple days to cool down, then I talked to him, he had calmed down, all was good. Oh but by this time my account had overdrafted. With all that is going on, my Jeep being broke down, I don't need this crap. Fine whatever. I let it go.

So last night we are texting, very seriously about this woman and the crap she pulled. He says to me "everyone lies." I said, "I don't." He said, "I know, you are horrible at it, you can't lie to save your life."
Now this man tells me that I can depend on him for anything. So I call him today and ask him if he can drive me to Oronoco to pick up the cylinder head for my Jeep. He says sure. So to make life easier I ride with my dad to Saint Paul, so that he can just pick me up there and we can drive straight down there. (He lives in New Richmond, WI) I get all the way to my dad's house and he calls me and says, "Andy, I took a shower and I called my g-friend. She isn't happy about this." I said "well bring her with" He said, "well I can't but please understand the situation, she doesn't know you, and we have a history. (16 years ago) I don't want to make her uncomfortable." I said "are you serious? I rode all the way to my dad's house and you are backing out on me because of your jealous g-friend?" He went on and on. I ended up going off on him and raising my voice, which I DONT like doing EVER, and I swore in front of my father, which I felt even worse for. I said FUCK YOU into the phone. Which brought instant tears into my eyes. I realized I just swore in front of my dad (he is a Jehovah's Witness and I try to be a good girl in front of him out of respect) and on top of it I was just let down again by someone I thought I could trust.
I got off the phone crying and apologized profusely to my dad. Of course he said it was okay, he knows I am severely overstressed and that obviously someone had hurt me very badly. He knows that I'm not a little angel and he really can't stand to see me hurting.
I wrote a text message to my ex-bf and said "Fuck you. I hope you are happy with your jealous little gf. Stay out of my life. You just lost a friend of 17 years, sure hope she is worth it." I really will not talk to him again, this was so hurtful and mean. 

Luckily some wonderful things happened not to long after that. Proved to me that there are some wonderful people left in this world. I need a reminder once awhile.

Tomorrow I need to find a ride to pick up my cylinder head in Saint Paul. I called and they drove it up to a car part place up here. Lucky lucky me!!! I need to run a few errands as well. Hopefully I can talk one of my darling friends into helping me out. Soon I will have my Jeep back. YAY!

I am thankful for the wonderful friends I have in my life. I am very thankful for my dad. And once again ***To the powers that be... I have gotten the point, no need to pound it into my head any further***