Sunday, March 4, 2012

My Wish

I wish I may I wish I might have this wish I wish tonight........

I've been a good girl. I've loved with all of my heart. I am an honest person, I'm giving, I try to do what's right, I try to stay positive admit adversity that comes into my life (that's a hard one sometimes). I admit to my mistakes, and I apologize for them. I try hard to forgive others when they make mistakes, even though I am not stupid enough to forget.

I want someone in my life who will adore me, completely. Someone who comes home from work and is totally happy with the fact that I am there. Every other little thing is a bonus. I made dinner, fantastic. The house is clean, wow. I went and got groceries too.... hon you shouldn't push yourself, but I'm happy you have energy today. The days that they come home to me on the couch sleeping and I haven't moved and nothing has been done... They make sure that I have eaten something. They understand its not something that I can help, and if I could, I would be up and moving. I need someone who is willing to protect me as well. I am not always strong enough to do it and it would be nice to have someone do it for once.

I want someone who accepts me just as I am. Not someone who thinks, well she would be better if she would just stop smoking...... Or if she would loose 20 pounds..... NO, this is how I am. If you love me, then you love me just like I am. Sassy, bat shit crazy at times, emotional, HUGE animal lover, someone who wears their heart on their sleeve, loves with all of their heart, and gets hurt way too often, independent, stubborn, and so many other things.

Of course all the other wonderful characteristics too. Honesty, communication, ability to love others, a sex drive that can keep up with mine, and obviously there needs to be a physical attraction between us....... It's the things I mentioned earlier that I seem to have the big problem finding.

So once again....... I wish I may I wish I might have this wish I wish tonight.......

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