Feb 14th

*scowl* I don't like this day.

Would you like the long drawn out history? If you are reading this you are getting it. As a child I never got to celebrate it. My parents were Jehovah's Witnesses. In fact my mom tried to make it easier on me by taking me out of elementary school because they would have all day parties. But I would come back the next day and I would have thirty-some Valentines Day cards that I got to bring home and then put in the garbage. How fun as a child huh??

Then my first love comes along, and on V-day I find out he is cheating on me. Let's talk about really really putting a bad spin on a holiday........... it has always went badly..... Arguments........ Plans ruined........ Found out my exhusband was cheating on me on V-day as well.

For some reason there is never a man or woman in my life that can actually make it a decent day. It wouldn't take a whole lot. Show up at the house with rented movies, take out food, Pepsi, and just sit and cuddle and be close. Really... its that easy.

I have just come to realize that it is much easier for me to stay with my cats in the house and away from human contact so that bad things don't happen. Just for one day. For some reason 'the powers that be' have decided that V-day is should celebrate being alone. So tomorrow that's the plan.

I hope that all of you that are in love have a wonderful day making each other happy and celebrating your love.