So here I am 1:36 in the morning after having 2 of my wisdom teeth pulled. Damn this hurts. At least it is all done and over with. Pain I can handle though, I think I am more hurt emotionally. Everyone talks about how hard this is to go through. Everyone knows that I am single and that I live by myself. Yet no one offers to come and be with me today. I know its during the week. I know its Thanksgiving week. All complications. Then I think... wow, I have thrown clothes on and dropped everything for so many of my friends. (I have a few friends who are losing their parents right now... that's a bit different as well) And the men who have shown interest in me...haha, unless they are out of town, they have no excuse at all. Funny enough I have one friend who is offering to come spend time with me tomorrow. Someone I grew up with, someone I haven't seen in 16 years, kind of strange, but it will be nice to see him, if he actually shows up. Haha, I am not holding my breath.